What's on my mind.
The Joy of Your Life
My One and Only Desire.
An Angel appearing in physical life into my life.
Your Love Gives Me The Strength To Live.
Love Addiction.
I Can't Be In Love Today
Wondering if Everything Will Be Ok...
Will These Feelings Slip And Fall Away...
I Can't Be In Love This Day...
Mirroring This Angry Beast
I'm Just In A Mood.
Want To Throw Things and Break Them
Want To Yell And Throw A Damn Fit
Nothing Is Going Right. I Just Want To Cry.
Patience Is Too Fucking Hard...It's Too Hard.
Damn Needy And Clingy I've Been Told
Thru Years Not Having Someone To Hold
Do You Know How To Make It This Long?
No You Don't! You Will Never Know My Pain.
Struggle and Suppression Made Me Insane.
Emotional Pain...Deeper Than Physical Pain.
Touch. Kiss. Make Me Feel Like I Am Rich.
Is It Just Lust? Or The Need Of A Loving Touch...
Just Love Me...I Say, LOVE ME. I Don't Care How Demanding.
Aggressive. Bossy. Demanding. And Wanting...
Yes I Am!
Claim ME, Snatch ME Up, And Say I Am YOURS!
I Need You To MAKE ME Yours...
My Anger Melts To Sadness...Tears Needing To Fall.
Why??? WHY You Fucking Bastard Do You Stall?!!?
I'm Waiting For You To Realize Love Has Been Here.
It is IN FRONT OF YOUR FACE, AFTER ALL!
AFTER ALL...Happily Ever After...Am I Kidding MY Self???
Say My Name! Say My Name! Say My Name!
All The Time I'm Saying YOUR Name...YOUR Name...
When will BOTH our names be the Damn Same!!!!
Time...Time...I Hate Fucking Time! Oh God..why is it YOUR Time!
Can't You See What I've Been Going Through Lately.
Fawning..Stupidly...DayDreaming....Foolishly...Waking Up.
No, Today is NOT A LOVING DAY....
This Beautiful Sunny Sunday
Can I Not Feel The Sun Warm On My Body. My Face...And Feel
Your Loving Kiss..?!!? Close My Eyes Drunk.
Stop Torturing Me...
Golden Sunlight Mixed with Sun rays And your lips. Yes. Sweet Joyfulness.
These Stupid Hearts...
These Love-sick..Romantic Displays of Waste.
They Are My Heart.
Not Given Lightly. It Is My HEART!
I'm OPENING To Be Hurt, Why?
AGAIN...AGAIN...AGAIN...
I Know You're The ONE, But why You Too?
Don't Let me Believe I'm Being A Fool!
Am I or Is This A Godly Test??
If I Want You Then I Must Experience This Emotional Fucking Mess!
SAY MY NAME....TALK TO ME...SHOW ME YOU ARE REAL!
ARE YOU?
ARE YOU THERE? DO YOU SEE ME? ARE YOU HIDING?
WHAT ARE YOU FIGHTING? FUCK THE ANXIETY.
IT IS ALL LIES.
YOUR MIND IS LYING!
I FEEL Manic...I'm a Beast...An Animal...Fire Burning Furiously...
I AM CONTROLLING...I hate it...I AM CONTROLLING THIS...and I'm
Losing it...I AM LOSING IT....MY GOD...Please.
You Are my Soul.
I Can't Lose You.
I LOVE YOU. I love you.. I Love You..I Love You...I am Loving You...I am In Love with You...
Only You...Just You..Yes YOU. Why Can't You See It Too...We were Broken in 2.
A LOVE ADDICTION. Something I need. Just Give Me A Lil.
Just A Lil.
A lil bit of Love is All I Need.
Stop Being Scared It's Coming From Me.
Mix of Too Many
Streams of Moonlight
"Streams of Moonlight"
Crescent Arc.
White and Effervescent.
Darkness in it's Night Sensationalized by your Light.
Stands Beside You In Welcoming Desire and Delight
Placed Centered In Mystical Array of Starlit Beauty
Stars Emblazoned with Fire. Lit. Life Nurtured By You
As You All Live Together, Familial, In The Quiet of Night
Nocturnal and Matronly You Live And Shine Bright
The Undertaking of Your Magnificence Is Utterly Moving.
Behold Your Radiance and Bounty In All Your Glory
What Your Essence Provides Are Endless Love Stories.
Glorious Orb of Cascading Radiance.
In All Your Shapes of Creation By The Earth's Rotation.
As Your Children Move You Foresee Their Safety By Light
The Night By Your Side You Control Moods And The Tides.
Arouse and Awaken The Burning Desires of Passion at Night.
Bright In The Middle of The Night Gently Shine Through Windows
In The Quiet Stillness Of Bodies In Complete Dreamlike Slumber
Softly Brushing Eyes Innocently Closed To Past Once Gone Daylight
You awaken with your aura of Mischievous and Loving Moonlight.
Calmly Awaken At Complete Rest Laying Comfortably with bed rest.
Naughty. Deceitful Beauty. You Awaken And Stir Motions Through me.
New To Emotions That Only You Can Do. If Only The Sun Knew.
How Riveting You Are In Your Celestial Home
Bringing The Same to My own.
Turning to face my love brushing his hair from his eyes
His Wonder I cannot deny.
The handsomeness of his build lay peacefully still
As your magical dust illuminates.
Sleep no longer has my hold from the appeal I behold
No more can I wait.
Enamored. Captured By Wanton Lust.
My Love Awaken To Me Before It Is Dusk.
By This Moonlight I'm Alive To Passion Between Us.
The Rays Of This Illustrious Moon Defines The Curves and Lines of
My Womanly Form With Spurring Heat and dew It Adorns.
Celestial Mother I've Sworn From Tonight
If A Love is Born May Its sex be protected by you evermore.
Husband Let me Be Your Muse To Inspire You What To Do.
This Bodily heat rises filling these lips plush and perked
To awaken by my soft kiss.
Not only yours of fine design.
All parts of your Beauty will not miss.
The Flutter of your eyes reveals your soul of a man, comprised..
Eyes as bold, captivating, sincere, strong, loving, endless as the sea.
Can you behold these rivers as they run deep.
A captain of his ship sailing across it's wavering waters
Adventurous and fanciful free.
Beneath this Moonlight's stream making love to me.
Open your eyes and see.
Sensual Compassion I'm delighted in exploring.
Longing Still
I'll Give You Everything.
Maybe you'll give me a ring
I Don't Know
I'm Tired of Waiting...
Give me a try
Denying me the chance
Tell yourself - why?
Are you afraid of
What I might do?
Take advantage of you?
No, that's not me.
You stepped into my life
At the Best Time!
I was so Lonely
With No Real Place
To Call My Home.
Now that I Found You
I Know.
How can I prove I'm Real
You can't see how I Feel.
You're dwelling in the past.
Still pining over your last.
If she had any class
Would she take you to task?
Like this.
Be Brave To Let Her Go.
Or You Will Never Know.
Probably The Best Thing
That Can Happen In Your Life!
Give Up All Your Burdens.
Toss Away All Your Concerns.
All The Memories
All The Letters
Let Them Burn In The Fire
I'm Not Like Her! Not A Liar.
Let It Go. Let It Burn Away.
Away from the damage.
STAY - We can handle it.
Together you and me.
Be with me.
We can have a family.
Live Happily.
Until then I'm Waiting
For You To Give Me A Try.
You're Fearful.
You Must Ask Yourself, Why?
Ask yourself why -
Don't deny your feelings.
Stop Closing off your heart.
Your Chance Now
Is a Brand New Start!
Look At My Eyes
Look At My Eyes
Staring right back at me
A Pair of brown eyes from me
Is it me or am I seeing things
A memory of you returning back to me
Missing you everyday when you’re not here
When I look at myself I know you’re near
Then I don’t feel alone anymore
You’re with me once more.
When I look at me eyes
There are yours shining back at me
When I’m looking into the mirror
My heart flutters and I feel free
Connecting my heart with your heart
A reflection is closer than miles a part
When I look at my smile
Laughter from you I remember too.
The hazel green joy in your eyes.
I simply can’t get enough of you.
Can you see what I see?
Two souls waiting to be set free
Far away from other lands
To be together let’s make a plan
Find me some way and somehow
Guide me into your direction
Passing through our reflection.
Escaping the places that we reside
Into another world without any time.
Can we stay here for a while?
Let’s stay and take our time.
I am yours and you are mine.
We are two souls finally meeting.
It feels like we are dreaming
Can you imagine leaving?
Reality can be complicated
Simplicity is not overrated.
Right here and Right now…
What else matters?
Stepping through your eyes
Back onto the other side
I’m missing you already.
How long before we meet again?
Borrowed time with you please lend.
Time is brutal waiting again.
Sometimes looking into my eyes
I need to break down and cry
From missing you all the time.
You set me and my soul free.
When you look back at me.
When I look at me eyes
There are yours shining back at me
When I’m looking into the mirror
My heart flutters and I feel free
Connecting my heart with your heart
A reflection is closer than miles a part
When I look at my smile
Laughter from you I remember too.
The hazel green joy in your eyes.
I simply can’t get enough of you.
emotion-less
I may appear a bit emotionless
It's how I am to face the world
From baggage that became my mess
Appearing from the day that I was born
My mind always taking flight like a kite
Soaring through the boundless skies
If I woke up and asked myself, why?
Would my existence matter if I die?
The reality still came at me strong
For any little thing I did was wrong
Pouring of emotions so very raw
Not abiding by The House's Law
The control held me to the last straw
From everything I did and clearly saw
If I was never this way...
Would I still be here today?
No, my soul would've gone away
There's no reason for me to stay.
The Light. It Has Always Been The Light.
His Light Planted In Me To Shine Bright.
For No Reason My Joy Spills over in Delight.
Where Does It Come From? It Saved My Life!
It's no longer needed in my life today
I have many reasons to live and stay
Praying has kept my demons at bay
Seeking me out to destroy me everyday
I may appear a bit emotionless.
But there's content in me nonetheless.
You must be close to me to understand this.
I would be dead instead with nothing to miss.
This Mighty Soul By God's Grace is resilient
Given me Escapes into the Depths of Contentment
A Love of Life, Wonder, and All Things Beautiful
I've never before in my life Felt this Full
Coming Out of the Darkness Fully Spiritual
My Future is Bright and I can't Wait To Take Flight
In The Boundless Sky Light Like A Boundless Kite.
Can It Be, Will It Be
Loving Someone Who Sees Clearly
My Honesty, Sincerity, and Loyalty.
Giving Their Love Freely and Tenderly.
Feels Like An Unbelievable Dream
I've Been Waiting For My Whole Life.
Dreaming With My Feet Off The Ground
Not Realizing Where I Will Land
If Things Do Not Go As Planned
Trusting It This Time. It Feels Right.
For Once A Lover Can See
How Irreplaceable I Can Be.
Finally, It Will Be Me.
Absorbed In The Obsession
Always Uncertain And Anxious
Losing Myself Fully Wondering
Will It Finally Be Me?
Hopelessly Tirelessly Waiting
This Time Never Disbelieving
In The Possibility
Will It Finally Be Me?
What Is This Hesitation?
Can't Believe This Again
Making It This Far In Love
Letting Myself Get Lost
In A Fantasy of My Mind
Had Me Believe In A Chance
Was Your Heart Never Mine?
Promising Me A Thousand Times
There's No One Else But Me
Who Is The One Who Has You Now?
Female or Male Giving Themselves
To You Displaying False Love For Sale?
You're A Fool Who Doesn't Know What To Do!
Is She Enough? Does She Have The Right Stuff?
Is She Classy? Or Is She Too Ballsy and Brassy?
Or Better Yet, To Silly, Lovable, And Affectionate?
Your Loss My Friend, You're Too Stupid To See
How Little Substance You Possess To Be With Me.
Overcoming All The Doubt
Absorbed In The Obsession
Always Uncertain And Anxious
Losing Myself Fully Wondering
Will It Finally Be Me?
Hopelessly Tirelessly Waiting
This Time Never Disbelieving
In The Possibility
Will It Finally Be Me?
Is There Anyone Out There Who Truly Needs Me?
Not For What I Can Do, But Just Me For Me?
Don't Feel Like Going Through This Anymore
Finding Myself Chasing Around
Dreaming With Feet Off The Ground
Not Realizing Where I Will Land
If Things Do Not Go As Planned
Soon I Will Not Wonder, Can It Be Me?!?
Not Telling Me
Not Telling Me
Fearful and Young I Cast it Off
Chose Not To Think About It
Allowing Time To Wear It Off
Despite How It Pushed Me Away
Needing Your Love I Had To Stay
Hurt with Despair I Always Prayed
One Day You Will See The Day
Not Telling Me Everything
Hurt Me In Every Single Way
You're Not Telling Me Everything
I Will Never Know How Much
Days and Weeks. Months and Years
Days That Pass
Moments In A Flash
Weeks That Fly
Months That Go By.
Farewell and Goodbye.
With The Years There's No Surprise
There's Nothing I Can See or Touch
Can I Say I Ever Missed It That Much?
What Is Done Is Already Done
Before Sunset and The Rising Sun
You Are Saying Something
Keeping your lips tight. Your Lips Are Tight.
Your Mouth Is Sealed
Keeping Secrets. Deliberately.
Everything Hidden. Intentionally.
Having Me Wonder What's The Deal.
Glassy Eyes with No Life
Emptiness Fills Up The Air
I Must Break This Silence
Standing In Front of You
I Can't Get Close
You're The Only One
I'm Needing the Most
Angry and Frustrated From Your Resistance
Questions Unanswered After Persistence.
Determination & Desperation To Find A Solution
Giving Up. There Will Never Be Any Resolution.
Waiting Cost Me Too Much Time
Patience Serves No Purpose
When It Delivers Only Pain
Hoping Time Would Prove Better
I'm Still Crying, I Don't Feel Better
Right Here This Is My Final Letter
There's No Going Back To Yesterday.
No More
I Can't Do This Anymore
Providing You With More
I'm All Used Up
Tired Out Of My Mind
Tired of Giving - Giving To You.
All You Want is More, More, More.
There's Nothing Left For Me To Give.
Catering To You - For Everything You Want.
You Have Drained Me Dry.
My Face In My Hands - Ready To Cry.
Burst Into Tears. And For Why?
Your Selfishness And Your Pride.
I'm Depressed And Scared.
I Know You Don't Care.
So I Bottle It Deep Inside.
It's Killing Me Inside.
You Never Loved Me - or Cared.
Taking All of My Time.
The Most Precious Thing That Is Mine.
My Life And Generosity To Give.
Is The Reason That I Live.
You Divided Up My Life.
Which Way To Go - I Was Afraid
If I Chose You Not This Time
Would You Turn On Me? Becoming Angry.
And Take It Out On Me?
The Days Go By
You Reduce My Smile To Nothing
Always Something To Want.
I Don't Want To Care Anymore.
Stop Making Me Give You More!
I Don't Want To Give You More...
You Can't See or Maybe You Do
Knowing What You're Doing To Me.
I'm Sick and Tired of Being Used By You
If I Keep Doing This, Time Keeps Slipping
With My Own Life, I Am Missing.
Taking Every Part of Me til I'm Through.
Knowing You Are That Cruel.
You Don't Deserve Anymore From Me.
Not Answering Your Calls No More.
No More Running To Your Side Anymore.
Not Laying Down My Life Anymore.
I've Come To Realize You Can't Give Me More.
I Can't Do This Anymore
Providing You With More
I'm All Used Up
Tired Out Of My Mind
Tired of Giving - Giving To You.
All You Want is More, More, More.
There's Nothing Left For Me To Give.
Catering To You - For Everything You Want.
You Have Drained Me Dry.
My Face In My Hands - Ready To Cry.
Burst Into Tears. And For Why?
Your Selfishness And Your Pride.
I'm Depressed And Scared.
I Know You Don't Care.
So I Bottle It Deep Inside.
It's Killing Me Inside.
You Never Loved Me - or Cared.
Taking All of My Time.
The Most Precious Thing That Is Mine.
My Life And Generosity To Give.
Is The Reason That I Live.
Love ❤️ Turns To Hate ๐
As The Time Frame
Is Not Working Out
I Don't Know What To Do
You Need To Explain!
Stop Making Me Wait
I’m Switching My Views
Now Turns Love Into Hate
Animal Kingdom - Mature Audience
Pursued By Love
Pursued By Love
Always predatory, the 1 on the prowl
The one who always takes the 1st step
Chasing and doing, the one pursuing
Never having anyone really pursue me
And for that very reason I just let it be
Now I just want to allow it to come
Once give myself the chance to see.
Lay back and allow myself to breathe
Love Will Find Its Way To Me, Finally.
Sun, Bring Me To Life☀️
The plants and animals need sun to rise.
To open with the morning light, be alive.
The sun brings you, me, everything to life
Sun makes everything come to life, thrive.
That is why I need sunlight in my life.
Wake me up with the morning light.
Bring light into my room, chase away the blue
Wakes me up every day! Ready, Feeling new.
Sun, I wouldn't know what to do without you.
Feeling revived, the day waiting for me to pursue.
I'm ready to do all that I can do to bring my best
Left up to me to discover the day's lesson and test.
Rev up my engine with fuel, confidence in my chest
Tackle all the obstacles waiting, soaring with unrest.
I was born at night, without sun it wouldn't be right.
The moonlight awakens my soul, sunlight's glory I roll.
It steals the show and tells me to break free to be me.
I need nothing else to believe all possibilities are there
Will you take over me when I look into your rays and stare?
Warn me not to do so, losing my eyes can't be repaired.
You need them, my child, to be magnificent in your make
Know that I will be here, open your eyes, and be awake☀️
Primarily Pleasing
Possibly with Time We may Marry
I'll be Sure and Ready To Go On
Don't Fear You will Do Any Wrong
To Have A Pleasurable Experience
Don't Worry If the Mood Is Right
Ask If I Want You By Day or Night
Everything Will Be Alright, Trust Me
You Will Soon Know What I Mean
I Can't Wait To Spend Time With You
It's Obvious, I Know You Desire Me Too
Happy Knowing My 1st Time Is With You
My Love, You May Be Young while I'm Older
I Promise It Will Only Bring Us Closer
Honestly We're Still Very Much The Same
It Will Not Change How Compatible We Are
We Are Still Part Of The Same Generation
We Both Know About Janet's Rhythm Nation
No Need To Care About The Age Gap - 6.
No Differences Together, We Completely Mix
As Your Lover and Friend I'll Still Give Dap
A Fact, I Love You & You Love Me Right Back.
There's A Softness And Kindness To Your Touch
I Want Caressing and Love To My Body So Much
You've Been Through So Much and So Have I
Connected and Bonded We'll Float In The Sky
Together We Don't Have To Try
The Passion Between Us We See
And We Don't Have To Deny
We Can Give This A Try
I Want You By My Side
Make Love To Me
Meaning-Fully
Will-Fully
Soul-Fully
We Can't Go Wrong
Listening To A Song
Whatever We Like
It Will Be Alright
Trust Me
Loving Each Other
Tenderly
Sweet
Gingerly
No Stopping
Until Saying
I'm Absolutely
Ready
Focus Will Be
Steady
Entering
Centering
on My Comfort & Ease
Our Minds Will be Aligned
Gauging Every Second
Anything That Feels Right
We Will Try
Days & Hours
Out of My Life and My World
The Reason Why I Shut You
Out of My Life and My World
Yell At Me. I'm Screaming Back
Troubled Mind. Ready For Attack.
No Talking. Discourse Not Intact.
You're Insane. Mentally In Pain
Insane In The F*****g Membrane
Disturbing My Sense of Peace
Keeping Me Up on My Feet
Nothing Escapes But Anxiety
Escape Away Leaving Quietly
In Confusion. Living An Illusion
Angry Breath you Breathe
The Dragon's Flames At Sea
A Monster You Don Crazily
Escaping These Troubled Waters
You Never Deserved A Daughter
Abuse. Misuse. Tear Up. Hatefully Use.
Leave Me Alone, I'm Not Serving You!
Stop Acting Like It's My Job To Do.
No Running Out In The Rain and Cold
For Some USPS Mail You Are Expecting
To Retrieve Like A Dog or Servant
Expecting Me To Do As I'm Told.
Pushing Bins For Me To Empty The Trash
The Hateful Way You Speak To Me Is Brash
I Deserve To Give You A Good Tongue Lash
Living In A Fake World Surrounded By Cash
Throwing Me Off With Your Spastic Moments
Taking The Brunt When You Should Own It
How Dare You Tell Me To Shut Up! Pig.
Don't Like What You Hear, Belly Up!
You Hate When Attention Is Not All On You
Fuss and Pout. Loud. Interrupting My Mood
I Release Listening To Sounds Rather Crude
How Am I Going To Ever Escape From You?
You Are Unexpected Without Reason or Cause
Ask You What's The Deal And Wait With A Pause
Having Me Stand In Front of You Making Me Wait
For Reason and Explanation You Can't Even Make
You Are Out of Your Mind When You Are Awake
Only In Your Sleep Is True Peace Surrounding Me
The Reason Why I Shut You Out of My Life and My World
Is The Heartache, Cruelty, Disengagement, Distrust, Disregard
Dishonor, And Disrespect You Gave To Your Own Little Girl.
Love Was Finding You
God’s Wondrous Nudge
Came To Me Deliberately
Reminding Me Unexpectedly
To Look For You, My Love
Not Right Away Did I Budge
Continuing Daily As I Was
Until I Heard and Fully Listened
My Being Lovingly Awakened
Seeing There Is No Mistaken
I Am Truly Effortlessly In Love
Lonely, Broken, Lost
Before I Found You
Nothing To Expect
Then I Found You
Waiting Impatiently
For You To Free Me
From This Empty Place
Holds & Binds Me In Place
Let Me See Your Face
Myself In You
From Looking Right Thru
If You Only Knew
It is You
That Calls My Heart
Enamored & Thriving
In The Sky Fully Diving
Floating in Suspension
Existing in A Dimension
Nothing Else Exists
But You And Me
Reaching A Place To Decide
Where I Should Continue Next
Moments Ago Appearing Complex
Your Words Matched Mine
Our Thinking is 1 of a Kind
Then My World And Yours Collide
There Is A Feeling I Cannot Describe
I May Not Know If This Is Fleeting
But I’ll Know After Our 1st Meeting
Energized, Eager, Desiring, Wanting
Real Feelings That Are Also Daunting
If This Is Love For The 1st Time
Then What is The Meaning?
Should It Matter When It Is Certain
I Am Yours And You Are Mine
It’s Been So Long Don’t You Agree?
We Both Believe It’s About Time
Enjoy Each Other Like Fine Wine
Let’s Just Forget About The Time.
Not Ask Ourselves The Reason Why.
To My Past Life I Will Never Return
You Will Be My 1 And Only Concern
Give All Of My Being To What We Are
Living Our Dreams As Two In-Love Stars
Sunrises, Sunsets, with Moonlit Evenings
Taking Couples Rides In Your Fun Cars
Around You Always Feel My Heart Beating
Slow Then Fast. Quickening Then Stop.
Looking Into My Eyes My Tummy Will Drop
Hold My Hand With Tender Loving Care
Letting You Go Will Be Too Much To Bare
Let’s Stay Together For As Long As We Can
Don’t Let This Dream End To Make Life’s Plan
When We Make Love For The First Time
Imagining It And The Beauty It Comprises
Throughout The Night Until The Sun Rises
With You To Share Myself With Abundance
Show Me Yourself And Willingly I’ll Show Me
I Recognize You And All Of Your Substance
There’s More To You Than What Meets The Eye
Take A Chance With Me We’ll Never Say G’Bye
To What We Have And Together What We Will Be
I Want To Spend My Life Right By Your Side
Build Me A House We Have Always Dreamed
Breathing Life Into The Foundation As A Team
A Swing On The Front Porch Where We Can Sit
Watching Our Little Ones Take Steps Bit By Bit.
Love Enveloping You As My Children’s Father
Nothing They Bring To You Will Ever Be A Bother
Your Spirit is Silly, Free, Maddening, Yet Dignified
Immerse All Of Us With Every Song and Verse
The Gift And Talent You Have Cannot Be Denied
Years From Now We’ll Look Back With Much Pride
Our Life We Made Together In Each Other’s Eyes
Love Was Always About Finding You.
Came To Me Deliberately
Reminding Me Unexpectedly
To Look For You, My Love
Not Right Away Did I Budge
Continuing Daily As I Was
Until I Heard and Fully Listened
My Being Lovingly Awakened
Seeing There Is No Mistaken
I Am Truly Effortlessly In Love
Lonely, Broken, Lost
Before I Found You
Nothing To Expect
Then I Found You
Waiting Impatiently
For You To Free Me
From This Empty Place
Holds & Binds Me In Place
Let Me See Your Face
Myself In You
From Looking Right Thru
If You Only Knew
It is You
That Calls My Heart
Enamored & Thriving
In The Sky Fully Diving
Floating in Suspension
Existing in A Dimension
Nothing Else Exists
But You And Me
Where I Should Continue Next
Moments Ago Appearing Complex
Your Words Matched Mine
Our Thinking is 1 of a Kind
But I’ll Know After Our 1st Meeting
Energized, Eager, Desiring, Wanting
Real Feelings That Are Also Daunting
If This Is Love For The 1st Time
Then What is The Meaning?
I Am Yours And You Are Mine
It’s Been So Long Don’t You Agree?
We Both Believe It’s About Time
Enjoy Each Other Like Fine Wine
Let’s Just Forget About The Time.
Not Ask Ourselves The Reason Why.
To My Past Life I Will Never Return
You Will Be My 1 And Only Concern
Give All Of My Being To What We Are
Living Our Dreams As Two In-Love Stars
Sunrises, Sunsets, with Moonlit Evenings
Taking Couples Rides In Your Fun Cars
Around You Always Feel My Heart Beating
Slow Then Fast. Quickening Then Stop.
Looking Into My Eyes My Tummy Will Drop
Hold My Hand With Tender Loving Care
Letting You Go Will Be Too Much To Bare
Let’s Stay Together For As Long As We Can
Don’t Let This Dream End To Make Life’s Plan
When We Make Love For The First Time
Imagining It And The Beauty It Comprises
Throughout The Night Until The Sun Rises
With You To Share Myself With Abundance
Show Me Yourself And Willingly I’ll Show Me
I Recognize You And All Of Your Substance
There’s More To You Than What Meets The Eye
Take A Chance With Me We’ll Never Say G’Bye
To What We Have And Together What We Will Be
I Want To Spend My Life Right By Your Side
Build Me A House We Have Always Dreamed
Breathing Life Into The Foundation As A Team
A Swing On The Front Porch Where We Can Sit
Watching Our Little Ones Take Steps Bit By Bit.
Nothing They Bring To You Will Ever Be A Bother
Your Spirit is Silly, Free, Maddening, Yet Dignified
Immerse All Of Us With Every Song and Verse
The Gift And Talent You Have Cannot Be Denied
Years From Now We’ll Look Back With Much Pride
Our Life We Made Together In Each Other’s Eyes
Love Was Always About Finding You.
Make It Easy
Always -
Going To Be -
Sum-Thin’ With You -
Ruining This Created Aura
This Peace and State of Mind
Can’t Stand To Hear Your Voice
Sounds Like a Nightmare
Monster of Dark Dreams
Disrupting My Ecstasy
Dividing My Sensation
The Parting
Is The departure
For My Soulfulness
Relieve My Truthfulness
Maximum Illumination
Body And Mind Separation
Departing Mania With You
Making It So Easy
Tension From This Intensity.
Make It So Easy
Breaking Your Fusion.
These Muscles In Contusion.
Make It Easy To Hate You.
No Bond To Break
What You Tear and Take
Fucking Hate Your Sadistic Make
Thinking You Can Take Over Me.
The Bitch That Lies Waiting
Underneath All False Layers
Charmed By The Fool Sayers
Outside Free In The Wilderness
Screeching In My Mindlessness
The Fury And Fire Hot Whiteness
Of The Fire & Burned Ashes Leftover
Slinging Them From Afar To Burn
And Scorch On You Like Heavy Tar
Relishing In My Sadistic Painlessness
Where Complete Darkness Takes Over
I Become No Other Than Your Image
I Left Behind My Lonely Star.
Bright Light I Held For So Long.
Believing in its Strength
To Keep Me Strong.
All Along I May Have Been Wrong.
Thinking I Am This Savior
Singing A Free Me Song.
Bless-ed Love Take Me..
Free Me From WHERE I AM
Separate Me -
My Arms From MY Hands
My Head From My Neck
My Feet From My Legs
My Knees And Eyes To See
Lungs Give Me Air To Breathe
This Back Needs You To Brace
The Impact of My Withering Hate
That Brews and Melds In Melting Stew
Looming and Waiting She Always Knew
Wherever I Go No Escape From You
Remove MY-Self If Not By This Flesh
This Soul Flies And Leaves Behind This Mess
Love Carry Me To Somewhere Emotions Rest
Let Me Be With You And Feel You On Me
Allowing Joy And Tranquility To Be Easy
Make It So Very Easy
Sweet Nectar On My Tongue
Make It So Easy
To Be And Live Your Shameless Ecstasy
Feeling The Sensations Again and Again
Remove The Past Where The Pain Lived
Forgetfulness of All The Hate She Gives.
Never Living It A Lifetime Ever Again.
Dance For Me
Dance For Myself, No One But Me
I Dance For The Music, It Gives Me Life
Dancing For No One But Me
When A Jam Comes On I Lose Control
Dancers Out There You Gotta Know!
To The Rhythm I Dance
To The Beat I Flow
When A Hit Drops, Let's Go!
I Dance For Myself, No One But Me
The Feeling Takes Over Me
When A Jam Comes On, I Lose Control
Dancers Out There You Gotta Know!
Moving my Feet
To The Rhythm And Beat
Bump, Bump, Bump
Swaying My Hips
Jump, Jump, Jump
Snap My Fingers
Popping My Lips
Yeah! That's My Hit
When I Move This Body
I May Think of Somebody
To Join Me To The Rhythm
When A Jam Comes On I Lose Control
All My Dancers Out There Already Know
I Dance For Me, No One But Me
Look In The Mirror - What Do I See?
A Body Dancing For Me
Dance For Myself, No One But Me
I Dance For The Music, It Gives Me Life
Dancing For No One But Me
Not On The Surface
Take Me As I Am Or Nothing At All
If You Know Me Then Show Me
Not Pretending Anymore
I Will Not Smile In Your Face
Just To Appease Your Conscience
You See Me
I See You
That's All It Should Be
I'm Not Living On The Surface
With You Anymore
To Keep You Liking Me
Today is New
Tomorrow is Through
Seeing What I Mean To Me Now
You Say We Are Friends
Around Your Friends
It Appears We Are Only Pretend
This I Comprehend
We Were Never Friends
Appeared When I Least Expected
Had Me Believe You Were True Blue
For Awhile I Thought I Knew You
Looks Like You Chose A Side
Sadly, I knew When We First Met
How Did I Let You Get Close To Me
No matter Ex-Friend
Go, Ahead!
There Are other Focuses Instead
I'm Looking To My Future With Pride
Goodbye!
It was a Good Run
We are on Different Paths
We're Done
No Hard Feelings
It Was Good While It Lasted
Sometimes Smiling & Laughing
A Small Part Will Miss It
After What We Went Through
I'll Never Go Back
Let's Not Pretend
You Were Not Part of That
Foolish of Me To Believe
You Would Ever
Go To Bat For Me
In Front of Their Faces
To Defend Me
For My Good Character
The Minute I Am Free
To Express All That I See
You Turn Your Back on Me
Get Into Your Feelings
Like It's An Attack On You
Silent And Cold
You Act Different
Seeing A New Side of You
That I Never Knew
Protecting These Heifers
Right Then You Turned
Your Back On Me
Then I Knew
We Were Through
For Me To Be Truly Me
Take Me As I Am Or Nothing At All
If You Know Me Then Show Me
Not Pretending Anymore
I Will Not Smile In Your Face
Just To Appease Your Conscience
You See Me
I See You
That's All It Should Be
I'm Not Living On The Surface
With You Anymore
To Keep You Liking Me
It's Okay.
I'm Out of The Picture
Don't Expect Me
To Ever Miss It.
Worked Together & That's It
Spent Time Running Around
Biting My Tongue
Customer Purchases Were Rung
All These B**ches Tried To
Shun Me For Speaking Up
Discriminating Against Me
Secretly Wanting Me To Fail
The
Only
Black
Female
Tried My Best To Steer Clear
Always Trying To Pry
Into My Personal Affairs
I Had To Stand Up
Declaring My Business
Is Not For Discussion
Why You Hags Believe
I Come From Nothing?
Speak Well & Dress Well
I Am About Something
A
Young
Black
Female
Taking each others' side
I'm Speaking Out Against One
All of you ganging up on me
My complaints defeated
Thinking you won
Stimulating Intelligence
Intellectual Verbose
Hateful Heifers Take Notes
Heinous Group
Trifling White Female Pricks
Laughing At Them Now
All of Them Silly Tricks
Doing Their Best To Break Me Down
To Emotionally Hurt Me
Clearly I See Now
What I Mean To Me
Not The Same
Things Are Different Now.
Life is Moving On.
I'm Waking Up To A New Reality
With The Morning Dawn
Saying Farewell To You Now
You Can't Play Me Like A Pawn
It's The Right Thing To Do
Don't Give A D8mn
About Them Heifers Neither
Those B**ches You Hold Dear
Let Me Make One Thing Very Clear
You Are A Season of My Life
Cutting You Away like a Knife
Leaving All Behind
With All My Might
No More Being
What Others Want Me To Be
I'm Living & Doing
What Is Right For Me.
For Me To Be Truly Me
Take Me As I Am Or Nothing At All
If You Know Me Then Show Me
Not Pretending Anymore
I Will Not Smile In Your Face
Just To Appease Your Conscience
You See Me
I See You
That's All It Should Be
I'm Not Living On The Surface
With You Anymore
To Keep You Liking Me
His & Hers Body Sings
Her Body sings to me
In ways I Can't Explain
Words I Can't Describe
She Talks To Me
Every Time we Make Love
Words spoken softly
Calling me Her Baby
His Body Moves To Me
In Ways I Can't Explain
Telling Me His Story
like a Lullaby
I Make Him
Go Crazy
Every time I make her
Wild with Desire
The Words She Speaks
Only Brings Me
Further Down To My Knees
Her Body Sings To Me.
Every Single Note
I'd Give Her My Last Dime
Even If I Would Go Broke
Her Body Drives Me Crazy
We Made A Pact Together
She is My Lady
His Body Rhymes with Mine
We Forget About The Time
Focusing on Each Other
There is no other Place
I would Rather Be
Just Stay Close To Me
Lead Me to Ecstasy
His Body Sings To Me
I Call Him My Baby
Taz-MANIA
SP WAP
A Woman Does
So. You had my man for a night
He slipped up for a try at easy tail
A predator driven by a prey's smell
You laugh in my face like I'm a fool
You don't even get it hun
When he f**ked you I'm on his mind
Flashing across his mind in an even line
With Me We Make Love
The Longer We Spend Together..
The Closer We Are..
I Stay on His Mind
You're Just A Moment In Time
He remembers My Touch
The Way It Sends Him High
My Skin. The Softness & Sweetest Taste
Loves & Lingers With Nothing To Waste
When he smells your perfume
The Fragrance of Me Overwhelms Him.
My Lips Against his Lips Don't Compare To Yours
The Sweet Things We Say To Each Other In Love
He'll Never Say To You hun.
After Tonight, You are shunned.
No Matter How Much You Smile In My Face
I Am His Woman. No One Can Take My Place.
After finishing with you and walking away
He Comes Back To Me Where It's Safe & Sound
Fake Dame
Get Out of It
You lock yourself away
And you know it's not OK
Hiding from your Heart
Someone Broke It Apart
You're Pushing It, Down
Pushing It Down
No one Is Around
No one Is Around
Can You Hear Any Sound?
Your Heart Beating
The Loneliness You Call
No Answer To Resolve
What You're Holding onto
Holding onto
Let it Go
Quit Pushing It Down,
Pushing It Down,
Get on too
Locking Yourself Away
Into The Loneliness
The Loneliness
To Keep You Safe
You Run To The Escape
Of Your World
Losing Yourself
Over A Girl
It's Too Late
No, it's not too late, babe
Let yourself escape
Let me be your escape
Suppressing all the Time
No Good
Where it takes Your Mind
Messing with your mind
Just let it go
This Time
Let it Go
This Time
Can You Hear The Sound?
Your Heart Beating
Alone
With no one else Around
The Loneliness you call
No Answer to resolve
Stop Holding onto it
Let it Go
Let it Go
Quit Pushing It Down,
Pushing It Down,
Down, Down, Down
The Love you Found
Is right here.