Dance For Me

Dance For Myself, No One But Me
I Dance For The Music, It Gives Me Life
Dancing For No One But Me

When A Jam Comes On I Lose Control
Dancers Out There You Gotta Know!
To The Rhythm I Dance
To The Beat I Flow 
When A Hit Drops, Let's Go!

I Dance For Myself, No One But Me
The Feeling Takes Over Me
When A Jam Comes On, I Lose Control
Dancers Out There You Gotta Know!

Moving my Feet 
To The Rhythm And Beat
Bump, Bump, Bump
Swaying My Hips
Jump, Jump, Jump
Snap My Fingers
Popping My Lips

Yeah! That's My Hit
When I Move This Body
I May Think of Somebody
To Join Me To The Rhythm 

When A Jam Comes On I Lose Control
All My Dancers Out There Already Know
I Dance For Me, No One But Me
Look In The Mirror - What Do I See?
A Body Dancing For Me

Dance For Myself, No One But Me
I Dance For The Music, It Gives Me Life
Dancing For No One But Me

Not On The Surface

Take Me As I Am Or Nothing At All
If You Know Me Then Show Me
Not Pretending Anymore
I Will Not Smile In Your Face
Just To Appease Your Conscience

You See Me
I See You
That's All It Should Be
I'm Not Living On The Surface 
With You Anymore
To Keep You Liking Me

Today is New
Tomorrow is Through
 Seeing What I Mean To Me Now
You Say We Are Friends
Around Your Friends 
It Appears We Are Only Pretend
This I Comprehend 
We Were Never Friends 

Appeared When I Least Expected 
Had Me Believe You Were True Blue
For Awhile I Thought I Knew You
Looks Like You Chose A Side
Sadly, I knew When We First Met
How Did I Let You Get Close To Me
No matter Ex-Friend
Go, Ahead! 

There Are other Focuses Instead 
I'm Looking To My Future With Pride
Goodbye!

It was a Good Run
We are on Different Paths
We're Done
No Hard Feelings 
It Was Good While It Lasted 
Sometimes Smiling & Laughing
A Small Part Will Miss It
After What We Went Through
I'll Never Go Back
Let's Not Pretend
You Were Not Part of That

Foolish of Me To Believe
You Would Ever 
Go To Bat For Me
In Front of Their Faces
To Defend Me 
For My Good Character

The Minute I Am Free 
To Express All That I See
You Turn Your Back on Me
Get Into Your Feelings 
Like It's An Attack On You

Silent And Cold 
You Act Different
Seeing A New Side of You
That I Never Knew 
Protecting These Heifers
Right Then You Turned 
Your Back On Me
Then I Knew 
We Were Through

For Me To Be Truly Me  
Take Me As I Am Or Nothing At All
If You Know Me Then Show Me
Not Pretending Anymore
I Will Not Smile In Your Face
Just To Appease Your Conscience

You See Me
I See You
That's All It Should Be
I'm Not Living On The Surface 
With You Anymore
To Keep You Liking Me

It's Okay.
I'm Out of The Picture
Don't Expect Me 
To Ever Miss It.
Worked Together & That's It
Spent Time Running Around
Biting My Tongue
Customer Purchases Were Rung
All These B**ches Tried To 
Shun Me For Speaking Up
Discriminating Against Me
Secretly Wanting Me To Fail

The 
Only
 Black 
Female

Tried My Best To Steer Clear 
Always Trying To Pry
Into My Personal Affairs 
I Had To Stand Up 
Declaring My Business
Is Not For Discussion
Why You Hags Believe
I Come From Nothing?
 Speak Well & Dress Well
I Am About Something


Young 
Black 
Female

Taking each others' side
I'm Speaking Out Against One
All of you ganging up on me
My complaints defeated 
Thinking you won

Stimulating Intelligence
Intellectual Verbose
Hateful Heifers Take Notes 
Heinous Group
Trifling White Female Pricks
Laughing At Them Now
All of Them Silly Tricks 
Doing Their Best To Break Me Down
To Emotionally Hurt Me

Clearly I See Now 
What I Mean To Me
Not The Same
Things Are Different Now.
Life is Moving On.

I'm Waking Up To A New Reality
With The Morning Dawn
Saying Farewell To You Now
You Can't Play Me Like A Pawn 
It's The Right Thing To Do

Don't Give A D8mn 
About Them Heifers Neither
Those B**ches You Hold Dear
Let Me Make One Thing Very Clear
You Are A Season of My Life
Cutting You Away like a Knife
Leaving All Behind
With All My Might

No More Being 
What Others Want Me To Be
I'm Living & Doing
What Is Right For Me.

For Me To Be Truly Me  
Take Me As I Am Or Nothing At All
If You Know Me Then Show Me
Not Pretending Anymore
I Will Not Smile In Your Face
Just To Appease Your Conscience
You See Me
I See You
That's All It Should Be
I'm Not Living On The Surface 
With You Anymore
To Keep You Liking Me












His & Hers Body Sings

Her Body sings to me
In ways I Can't Explain
Words I Can't Describe
She Talks To Me
Every Time we Make Love
Words spoken softly
Calling me Her Baby

His Body Moves To Me
In Ways I Can't Explain
Telling Me His Story 
like a Lullaby
I Make Him 
Go Crazy


Every time I make her 
Wild with Desire
The Words She Speaks 
Only Brings Me 
 Further Down To My Knees 
Her Body Sings To Me.


Every Single Note 
I'd Give Her My Last Dime
Even If I Would Go Broke
Her Body Drives Me Crazy
We Made A Pact Together
She is My Lady


His Body Rhymes with Mine
We Forget About The Time
Focusing on Each Other
There is no other Place 
I would Rather Be


Just Stay Close To Me
Lead Me to Ecstasy
His Body Sings To Me
I Call Him My Baby 


Taz-MANIA

You're this Psycho Tasmanian Devil!
Spinning out of control (All the time)
From one end to the edge 
I just want to break your neck
My zen is constantly disrupted by your f88king crazy!
Your sick in the head and you're just plain lazy!
You're Disruptive and Annoying
Extremely unhinged and Boring
Tending to you like a spoiled brat 
Just like in the summertime like a damn nat
Your voice carries like the howling winds 
Endless ranting you crazed bat and it never ends
This is what I truly think of you
Losing your mind all the time like a fool
You can't handle any adversity
I want to just curse at you so you can see
How little you mean to me 
When you're blind to the fact it is only you
You go nuts when you can't have things your way
Running around like a maniac and ruining my day
The moment your routine has turned a new route
You're moody, irritable, disturbed, loud, and some
where I'm wondering what the f88k it's all about
Because you ruin my f88king zen 
And I'm losing my way because of it.
From one edge to the next my mind is perplexed
How a human-being cannot control themselves 
No one in this world would spend time bothering
With all the damn hollering and raving you do
Shut Tha F--- Up! 
Sit The Hell Down!

SP WAP

Ya'll Sistas got that WAP WAP WAP
I'm Talking bout Babes In Toyland
I Got That Bomb Ass Cat.
These Fake Ass Tricks can get 
BACK BACK BACK
A-Scat Turn the heat up  

Mad Chillin with Cardi B & Set 
I'm gon bring this hit right back
With The Tigers And Leopards
Making All You Hoes Jealous
Drop that Beat on that Ass
Running marathons in laps 
Rushing this high very fast
Gotta make this P-game last   

Eyeing me since we met
Have me ride you til I'm wet
How much you wanna bet?
Throw the mil on the jet 

Put the check on the table
I Am willing and able 
Slide my tongue down the line
All the way to your navel

I can Break you in half
While we rumble in the sack
Now I am the mack
You know where it is at
Given my P-game dap
What's happenin'

WAP WAP WAP gotcha sore 
Hot lava melt ya to the core
I will have you wanting more
Now we both even the score
Match Game

This Curvy, Sassy, Boujee
Hold me tight or you will lose me
You'll Never Be The Same 
Better Act Like You Like It 
When you poppin this coochie

It only gets better 
No one does it better
Gotta make this Kitty wetter
Walk ya on a leash like an Irish Setter

....Dropping this beat like 808
Tell me How Much Can You Take
Come And Rock It On Your Face 
Come this rocket on your face 
Savor Like A Piece of steak
Oh, you tired and need a break?
No N***a not until I say.

Got this bomb ass cat 
Tell them all to get Back 
Cuz me and Megs gonna
drop it like eh, wah
Don't knock it till you try it
Test it out before you buy it

Guys want us to say it
You know your p---y is hot
You don't have to be a thot
Just love whatcha got 
Scream when I hit the spot

A Woman Does

So. You had my man for a night

He slipped up for a try at easy tail

A predator driven by a prey's smell

You laugh in my face like I'm a fool

You don't even get it hun

When he f**ked you I'm on his mind

Flashing across his mind in an even line

With Me We Make Love 

The Longer We Spend Together..

The Closer We Are..

I Stay on His Mind

You're Just A Moment In Time

He remembers My Touch

The Way It Sends Him High

My Skin. The Softness & Sweetest Taste

Loves & Lingers With Nothing To Waste

When he smells your perfume

The Fragrance of Me Overwhelms Him.

My Lips Against his Lips Don't Compare To Yours

The Sweet Things We Say To Each Other In Love 

He'll Never Say To You hun.

After Tonight, You are shunned.

No Matter How Much You Smile In My Face

I Am His Woman. No One Can Take My Place.

After finishing with you and walking away

He Comes Back To Me Where It's Safe & Sound

He Remembers Me And How I Put It Down

That's What A Woman Does.



 

Fake Dame

I'm a light-skinned chick
And I don't like that shit
I know you see 
Something flashy
Might as well 
Put a mask on me
Are you aware 
From the way I stare
There's content 
In this package 
Not a visual masterpiece
To Claim
This chick aint interested
Into You or Your Fame?
I Aint No Fake Dame
You may not like 
What I have to say
But I'm gonna 
Remain the same
This is not complaining
I'm just saying 
Someone has to speak up
To let you know What's Up!
See, Imma Dime 
And It's About Time
You Wised Up. 
This light-skinned 
Has a lot of variety and stuff
And she's telling you 
What's Up.


Get Out of It

You lock yourself away

And you know it's not OK

Hiding from your Heart

Someone Broke It Apart

You're Pushing It, Down 

Pushing It Down

No one Is Around

No one Is Around

Can You Hear Any Sound?

Your Heart Beating

The Loneliness You Call

No Answer To Resolve 

What You're Holding onto

Holding onto

Let it Go

Quit Pushing It Down,

Pushing It Down,

Get on too

Locking Yourself Away

Into The Loneliness

The Loneliness

To Keep You Safe

You Run To The Escape

Of Your World

Losing Yourself

Over A Girl

It's Too Late

No, it's not too late, babe

Let yourself escape 

Let me be your escape

Suppressing all the Time

No Good 

Where it takes Your Mind

Messing with your mind

Just let it go

This Time

Let it Go

This Time

Can You Hear The Sound?

Your Heart Beating

Alone 

With no one else Around

The Loneliness you call

No Answer to resolve

Stop Holding onto it

Let it Go

Let it Go

Quit Pushing It Down,

Pushing It Down,

Down, Down, Down

The Love you Found

Is right here.



Your Side, My Side


Reflective

My Side, Your Side
Connective
Mirror Reflection
Physical Original
Nondeceptive 
Twin Sides, Two Lives
Intertwined
Same Time
My Life, Your Life
Come Together
Realize
We Were Together
At The Same
Time 


Let's Pretend

Even though you were hurt before
I'll show you what you need and more.
We can Just Pretend
You Don't Have To Do Anything
Let's Just Pretend
I need To Show My Love
I have To Give My Love To You
Even though you were hurt before
We Can Just Pretend
Don't Keep Your Walls Up
Blocked Off like Cold Ice
One of us May have hurt You
But not All of us Are The Same
Open Up Your Heart
To Someone New
Past Angers stir up inside
From Pain
Please, Don't Look at me
To Blame
I've Been there Before
Where the rejection leaves you sore
But let those wounds Heal Away
Even though you Don't See it now
The Hope is in front of our eyes
I'll Be Patient until You Come Around
I'm eagerly waiting for the sign
Don't let the hold of rejection keep you bound
Even though you were hurt before
We Can Just Pretend
You Don't Have To Do Anything
Let Time And Openness And My Love mend
We Can Just Pretend
I need to show my love
I have to give my love to you
Even though you were hurt before
We Can Just Pretend
May The Almighty Give Me Healing Powers
To Release You from these chains
Left on Your Broken Heart like an Ugly Stain.
If I Touch You Will You Let Me?
Or Will you whence away?
Like A Beaten animal left alone in the rain
I Need To Do It for Your Sake
You Must Feel Love Again
If I Touch and You Respond
Reminding myself not to move too fast.
Leading you back to old feelings is a Huge Mistake.

When You're With Your Friends
Do You Ever Mention Me?
Do You Keep Me Hidden?
Be Proud To Have Me By Your Side
Show Me
Show Me Off
Be Proud To Show Me Off
Am I Just Some Fun
For You To Discard
Me When You're Done
Like a Cheap Thrill
Do you Fear What Your Friends Want?
Do You Think they will want some of me
Even if that is the case
It Will Be That Way

Only Want That

All these Iggaz 
Like damn Lizards
Trying To Hit
From my Scent 
They Don't See Me 
You discriminant
Trying To Be Intimate 
I Need Some Space 
Just Let Me Vent
Give Me Some Space 
For My Damn Self 
He Just want a quick pat,
C'mon girl just a Tap
Back up, mah man!
I Don't Want That.
She only likes me 
Cuz I can Rap. 
What makes You
Think that???
Ignorant, incriminate
I Need Some Space
Just Let Me Vent 
You aint got this
All twisted and bent
All This Time 
You Spent 
Trying to Tap
Believing I like Your Rap
You Aint Getting No Clap
From Me.
Girl how you gon' act like that
I say Better Believe that
There is nothing 
Between you and me.





I am Yours, You are Mine

You are my Charlie
To my Brown
I am Marcy
To Your Charlie
You are my Boopy
To My Snoopy 
I am your Wig
To your Wag
You are my Zig
To my Zag
You are my monkey
To my spunkey
To the Swig
To the Swag
I am Toni
To your Babyface
No can take your place
We Live
We Laugh
You are the Light
In the Dark
You give me a spark.
I am Lucy
To you silly goosey
You are a Blockhead
Like I said
Riding Together 
On a moped.
You are Prince
To my Sheila
I am Sheila
To Your Prince
No Yes Chick
A Boss Chick
We'll Always Be Down
Bring A Deal of Zest 
To The Mess
Together there is No Contest
We Feel So Very Blessed.
Hearts
Float. Soar. Sail
Hearts
Everywhere 


Indecisive

Don't Know If I Would
Don't Know If I Should
Don't Know If I Could
Well Maybe I Should
Why Not Try
And see where it leads me

Don't Want To Mess Up
Damn, Afraid To Try
Fearing You Will Leave Me
After Fully Seeing Me
Some things To Let Go
Afraid They Will Show
Will You Accept Me
For All My Imperfections

Don't Want To Mess Up
So Afraid To Try
Perhaps I should wear a Disguise
And Forget All These Feelings
But I Can't

There You Are

The Love We Make
Too hard to bear
To lose or to break
The love we have
Reach for the stars
Hands open to grab

Love Never Had
It hurt most of all
Making me sad
Finding Your Heart
Making Me Very Glad 
Not Taking To Receive
You Made Me Believe
It hasn't forsaken me

Unbreakable & Strong
Searched Everywhere 
You Were There All Along
Waiting To Sing A Song
Until I Could See You
To Guide Me Along

Should You See Me
When I Couldn't See
Would I See Blindly?
Time Gave The Time
Until The Day Came
You Would Be Mine

The Stars Aligned
Our Paths Crossed 
You Are The Divine
You Take Me Alive
Losing All My Pride

These Streams Carry
Me Into Your River
Open my eyes I Dive
My Soul is Revived

Can't Escape Feeling
Filling of Love Inside 
Today And Always 
I'll Forever Be 
Your Bride.






Afreen Fatema : Pen'D Poem of The Week Jan 3 - 9

Be my sunbeam
put my hair on your face in the morning
A day of storms year after year
Land on my heart just with secrecy, none will see
come and unlock my heart with your LOVE;
let me take a flower bath in the mighty rain of love
come to my dream and my life just like a storm;
Let the string of fragrance pass through the street of my
heart
Scatter me like a string of flowers someday.
Then one day I got alms and wear your fragrance on my 
sleeve,
Let the stars pass by my house, illuminate my life with
your blaze,
and let me take every breath that night, put your heads 
down and sleep on my arms.