emotion-less

I may appear a bit emotionless
It's how I am to face the world
From baggage that became my mess
Appearing from the day that I was born
My mind always taking flight like a kite
Soaring through the boundless skies 
If I woke up and asked myself, why?
Would my existence matter if I die?

The reality still came at me strong 
For any little thing I did was wrong 
Pouring of emotions so very raw
Not abiding by The House's Law 
The control held me to the last straw
From everything I did and clearly saw

If I was never this way...
Would I still be here today?
No, my soul would've gone away
There's no reason for me to stay.

The Light. It Has Always Been The Light.
His Light Planted In Me To Shine Bright.
For No Reason My Joy Spills over in Delight.
Where Does It Come From? It Saved My Life!

It's no longer needed in my life today
I have many reasons to live and stay
Praying has kept my demons at bay 
Seeking me out to destroy me everyday

I may appear a bit emotionless.
But there's content in me nonetheless.
You must be close to me to understand this.
I would be dead instead with nothing to miss.

This Mighty Soul By God's Grace is resilient
Given me Escapes into the Depths of Contentment
A Love of Life, Wonder, and All Things Beautiful 
I've never before in my life Felt this Full
Coming Out of the Darkness Fully Spiritual
My Future is Bright and I can't Wait To Take Flight
In The Boundless Sky Light Like A Boundless Kite.