The Reason Why I Shut You
Out of My Life and My World
Yell At Me. I'm Screaming Back
Troubled Mind. Ready For Attack.
No Talking. Discourse Not Intact.
You're Insane. Mentally In Pain
Insane In The F*****g Membrane
Disturbing My Sense of Peace
Keeping Me Up on My Feet
Nothing Escapes But Anxiety
Escape Away Leaving Quietly
In Confusion. Living An Illusion
Angry Breath you Breathe
The Dragon's Flames At Sea
A Monster You Don Crazily
Escaping These Troubled Waters
You Never Deserved A Daughter
Abuse. Misuse. Tear Up. Hatefully Use.
Leave Me Alone, I'm Not Serving You!
Stop Acting Like It's My Job To Do.
No Running Out In The Rain and Cold
For Some USPS Mail You Are Expecting
To Retrieve Like A Dog or Servant
Expecting Me To Do As I'm Told.
Pushing Bins For Me To Empty The Trash
The Hateful Way You Speak To Me Is Brash
I Deserve To Give You A Good Tongue Lash
Living In A Fake World Surrounded By Cash
Throwing Me Off With Your Spastic Moments
Taking The Brunt When You Should Own It
How Dare You Tell Me To Shut Up! Pig.
Don't Like What You Hear, Belly Up!
You Hate When Attention Is Not All On You
Fuss and Pout. Loud. Interrupting My Mood
I Release Listening To Sounds Rather Crude
How Am I Going To Ever Escape From You?
You Are Unexpected Without Reason or Cause
Ask You What's The Deal And Wait With A Pause
Having Me Stand In Front of You Making Me Wait
For Reason and Explanation You Can't Even Make
You Are Out of Your Mind When You Are Awake
Only In Your Sleep Is True Peace Surrounding Me
The Reason Why I Shut You Out of My Life and My World
Is The Heartache, Cruelty, Disengagement, Distrust, Disregard
Dishonor, And Disrespect You Gave To Your Own Little Girl.
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