We Are Here.

What's on my mind.
The heat of your skin 
Next to mine.
Laying my head 
Against your chest.
The rise and fall.
The air of your breath 
Moving through you...
As you breathe feeling it move 
Your heartbeat against my cheek
Your lips against my neck. 
My knees are weak.
My heart flutters. 
Relish and sigh. 

The Joy of Your Life 
Being here with me.
Two Bugs In A Rug
Who are Snug.
Sharing Your Hoodie with You 
Kissing with closed eyes
We Hide Inside Our Own Cocoon. 
Snuggle & Cuddle in Downy Soft Clouds.
Finding What Love Is All About.
This passionate connection so foreign
Reciprocated Unison of Synchronicity.
Didn't know it existed with anyone.
Matching my energy I discovered you.
Without you I don't know what I'll do.
I've discovered you and there's no going back.
I'll follow wherever you may go 
With you part of my soul.
You are my shadow that always follows me 
Whether in the light or in the dark - you're there.
My fingers trace your body.
Fire in me emits into you. 
Burning passion never enough.
Energy, Heat, and Fire. 
Vigorous and Tender.

My One and Only Desire.
Water cannot extinguish this flame.
Will my lips be enough to take you away?
From yours lavishly desiring and freely given
Against your loving skin sensitive to its touch
Brings my body to full excitement very much.
Sheets clinging to our bodies in movement
Pillows molded to our heads in ecstasy. 
Your scent arousing sensations taking me away.
No words can express how you make me feel this way.
My Everything. What I Never Knew Before.
Out of Nowhere Making Completely No Sense.
 It All Makes Sense. To Leave It Behind Is To Be Blind.
How Can Finding Such Beauty In This Life Be This Sublime?

An Angel appearing in physical life into my life.
Patiently waiting for me to call
Stay with me Dear Angel!
Don't Ever Leave Me Here.
Don't Go Back To Heaven 
Where I Can't Have It Here.
I'll Never Know Happiness Like This
If You Are Not Near.
You Send Me Far Away Imaginative, Spiritual, Whimsical. 
Out of Body. In Mind. Spirit Set Free.
Flying With You. We're Gliding Together. Above It All.
So High We Can't Even See The Sky and We're Gone.
Making Love To You Is Feeling Every Single Love Song.
Your Voice Serenades Me - Lures Me Like A Spell
You've Captured My Heart. 
By Now You Can Tell.
My Heart Is So Full 
Tears Can't Help But To Well.

Your Love Gives Me The Strength To Live.
 My Life Purpose And Reason To Lovingly Give.
A Feeling Unstoppable and Unbeatable. 
 Giant. Fearless. Brave. 
Can Take On Anything.
You Did This To Me. 
You Did This For Me, My Love.
When our Heads Touch It's Our Souls Connecting.
We Close Our Eyes With Our Hands Intertwined.
We're There.
We Are There Together.
My Heart Matches Your Heart.
We Are Here Together🌹

Love Addiction.

I Can't Be In Love Today
Wondering if Everything Will Be Ok...
Will These Feelings Slip And Fall Away...
I Can't Be In Love This Day...
Mirroring This Angry Beast 
I'm Just In A Mood.
Want To Throw Things and Break Them
Want To Yell And Throw A Damn Fit
Nothing Is Going Right. I Just Want To Cry.
Patience Is Too Fucking Hard...It's Too Hard.
Damn Needy And Clingy I've Been Told
Thru Years Not Having Someone To Hold
Do You Know How To Make It This Long?
No You Don't! You Will Never Know My Pain.
Struggle and Suppression Made Me Insane.
Emotional Pain...Deeper Than Physical Pain.
Touch. Kiss. Make Me Feel Like I Am Rich.
Is It Just Lust? Or The Need Of A Loving Touch...
Just Love Me...I Say, LOVE ME. I Don't Care How Demanding.
Aggressive. Bossy. Demanding. And Wanting...

Yes I Am! 
Claim ME, Snatch ME Up, And Say I Am YOURS! 
I Need You To MAKE ME Yours...
My Anger Melts To Sadness...Tears Needing To Fall.
Why??? WHY You Fucking Bastard Do You Stall?!!?
I'm Waiting For You To Realize Love Has Been Here.
It is IN FRONT OF YOUR FACE, AFTER ALL! 
AFTER ALL...Happily Ever After...Am I Kidding MY Self???
Say My Name! Say My Name! Say My Name!
All The Time I'm Saying YOUR Name...YOUR Name...
When will BOTH our names be the Damn Same!!!!
Time...Time...I Hate Fucking Time! Oh God..why is it YOUR Time!
Can't You See What I've Been Going Through Lately.
Fawning..Stupidly...DayDreaming....Foolishly...Waking Up.
No, Today is NOT A LOVING DAY....

This Beautiful Sunny Sunday
Can I Not Feel The Sun Warm On My Body. My Face...And Feel
Your Loving Kiss..?!!? Close My Eyes Drunk. 

Stop Torturing Me...

Golden Sunlight Mixed with Sun rays And your lips. Yes. Sweet Joyfulness.

These Stupid Hearts...
These Love-sick..Romantic Displays of Waste. 

They Are My Heart.
Not Given Lightly. It Is My HEART! 

I'm OPENING To Be Hurt, Why?
AGAIN...AGAIN...AGAIN...

I Know You're The ONE, But why You Too?
Don't Let me Believe I'm Being A Fool! 

Am I or Is This A Godly Test??
If I Want You Then I Must Experience This Emotional Fucking Mess!
SAY MY NAME....TALK TO ME...SHOW ME YOU ARE REAL! 

ARE YOU?
ARE YOU THERE? DO YOU SEE ME? ARE YOU HIDING? 

WHAT ARE YOU FIGHTING? FUCK THE ANXIETY. 

IT IS ALL LIES. 
YOUR MIND IS LYING!
I FEEL Manic...I'm a Beast...An Animal...Fire Burning Furiously...
I AM CONTROLLING...I hate it...I AM CONTROLLING THIS...and I'm 
Losing it...I AM LOSING IT....MY GOD...Please. 
You Are my Soul. 
I Can't Lose You. 
I LOVE YOU. I love you.. I Love You..I Love You...I am Loving You...I am In Love with You...
Only You...Just You..Yes YOU. Why Can't You See It Too...We were Broken in 2.
A LOVE ADDICTION. Something I need. Just Give Me A Lil. 
Just A Lil. 
A lil bit of Love is All I Need. 

Stop Being Scared It's Coming From Me.

    

Look At My Eyes

 Look At My Eyes 

Staring right back at me
A Pair of brown eyes from me
Is it me or am I seeing things 
A memory of you returning back to me
Missing you everyday when you’re not here
When I look at myself I know you’re near 
Then I don’t feel alone anymore 
You’re with me once more. 

When I look at me eyes 
There are yours shining back at me
When I’m looking into the mirror
My heart flutters and I feel free
Connecting my heart with your heart
A reflection is closer than miles a part

When I look at my smile 
Laughter from you I remember too.
The hazel green joy in your eyes. 
I simply can’t get enough of you.

Can you see what I see?
Two souls waiting to be set free
Far away from other lands 
To be together let’s make a plan
Find me some way and somehow
Guide me into your direction 
Passing through our reflection.
Escaping the places that we reside 
Into another world without any time. 

Can we stay here for a while?
Let’s stay and take our time.
I am yours and you are mine.
We are two souls finally meeting.
It feels like we are dreaming
Can you imagine leaving? 
Reality can be complicated 
Simplicity is not overrated.
Right here and Right now…
What else matters? 

Stepping through your eyes
Back onto the other side 
I’m missing you already. 
How long before we meet again?
Borrowed time with you please lend.
Time is brutal waiting again.
Sometimes looking into my eyes 
I need to break down and cry
From missing you all the time.
You set me and my soul free.
When you look back at me.

When I look at me eyes 
There are yours shining back at me
When I’m looking into the mirror
My heart flutters and I feel free
Connecting my heart with your heart
A reflection is closer than miles a part

When I look at my smile 
Laughter from you I remember too.
The hazel green joy in your eyes. 
I simply can’t get enough of you.

Can It Be, Will It Be

The First Time Can It Be?
Loving Someone Who Sees Clearly
My Honesty, Sincerity, and Loyalty.
Giving Their Love Freely and Tenderly.
Feels Like An Unbelievable Dream 
I've Been Waiting For My Whole Life.

Finding Myself Chasing You Around
Dreaming With My Feet Off The Ground
Not Realizing Where I Will Land 
If Things Do Not Go As Planned 
Trusting It This Time. It Feels Right.
For Once A Lover Can See
How Irreplaceable I Can Be.
Finally, It Will Be Me.

Overcoming All The Doubt
Absorbed In The Obsession
Always Uncertain And Anxious 
Losing Myself Fully Wondering
Will It Finally Be Me?
Hopelessly Tirelessly Waiting 
This Time Never Disbelieving
In The Possibility  
Will It Finally Be Me?

Tell Me No, Not Again
What Is This Hesitation?
Can't Believe This Again
Making It This Far In Love
Letting Myself Get Lost 
In A Fantasy of My Mind
Had Me Believe In A Chance
Was Your Heart Never Mine?
Promising Me A Thousand Times
There's No One Else But Me

Your Words Are Feeling Cheap Now
Who Is The One Who Has You Now?
Female or Male Giving Themselves
To You Displaying False Love For Sale?
You're A Fool Who Doesn't Know What To Do!

Are You Questioning and Talking To Yourself? 
Is She Enough? Does She Have The Right Stuff?
Is She Classy? Or Is She Too Ballsy and Brassy?
Or Better Yet, To Silly, Lovable, And Affectionate? 
Your Loss My Friend, You're Too Stupid To See
How Little Substance You Possess To Be With Me.

I Was Dreamy And Too Busy 
Overcoming All The Doubt
Absorbed In The Obsession
Always Uncertain And Anxious 
Losing Myself Fully Wondering
Will It Finally Be Me?
Hopelessly Tirelessly Waiting 
This Time Never Disbelieving
In The Possibility  
Will It Finally Be Me?

How Many Times To Keep Going Through This?
Is There Anyone Out There Who Truly Needs Me?
Not For What I Can Do, But Just Me For Me?
Don't Feel Like Going Through This Anymore 
Finding Myself Chasing Around
Dreaming With Feet Off The Ground
Not Realizing Where I Will Land 
If Things Do Not Go As Planned 

Soon I Will Not Wonder, Can It Be Me?!?