Testing

The ship has sailed

And I feel I failed

But the truth is

You failed me

You never gave me a chance

Always hesitating.

Scared to take the next step.

I got tired of waiting

With hope going nowhere

Always Testing Me

Am I everything you wanted?

Is this truly what's meant to be?

But can't you see

How much more proof do you need?

My love was paid in full

A marriage license annulled.

Somehow you thought I was lying

When all I was trying to do

Is prove that my love was true

I thought I knew you

But I guess I was wrong

Realization translated into this song

You thought I was messing with your homies

Your boys, like brothers, learned to know me

They even told you no

But you were stubborn

And would not let go

of morbid thoughts...destruction of our union

That you took the time to ruin

Why did you waste our time

I hoped one day you would say,

Will you be mine?

Who are you?

By the time I received notice

I had already wrote this

My light already blew out

I felt no joy anymore

To be the one you adore

Figment of my imagination

(In daydreams I feel elation)

Now I must walk away

It hurts too much to stay

I must go my own way

Someone else will be sure

That my lonely heart is pure

And no one else will have it

I will no longer think of you

After we said our goodbyes

And are through.

Because you didn't fully trust me anyway.